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beauty_in_numbers
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Name: *wannabe*
Gender: Female
Interests: clothes, dance, karate, make-up, shopping, weights, losing weight, diet methods/techniques, cool gadgets, daydreaming, making money
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Member Since:
12/7/2006
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| My mother and my sister complimented me on my hair. It made my desire to cut it off subside. The problem is, I like it really long, or really short, and it bothers me so much when it is "in between." I have also noticed that it is not unlike anorexia, that I don't notice how much it had actually grown, and that it used to be chin-length, now it has grown almost to the middle of my back. I guess that we can never be happy with what he have.
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| I feel as though the only way I can protect myself is by wearing a solid, off-putting shell on the outside. By being silent and sullen, so people don't come close enough to discover the truth...so that they don't ask questions or demand answers. It's better this way. | | |
| happy st. valentine's day. Well, not so happy for me, seeing as I had no one to spend it with... except a HUGE chocolate packet. But hey, if you don't have love, at least you have chocolate.
My vacation didn't go as bad as I expected it to go, although I lost absolutely no weight. And I ate very healthily. Now I am back to my old habits, and worst than ever. I eat amazingly large quantities of sugar every day, and I'm ignoring fresh vegetable salads and water intake...
I did an aerobox class and two sessions of weight training, and trust me when I say that my body is in pain. I'll think about taking a pilates class tomorrow in the hopes that that will stretch out some of my cramping muscles.
I'm hungry but I already ate, and besides that there's just about nothing to eat in the house. Not even a packet of noodles or some crackers. Just disgusting goat's cheese, and I'm tired of goat's cheese... although I heard its fat content is very low.
So, I'll consider a hot chocolate made with real milk and cocoa powder.
Good luck everyone, with your goals and aspirations..
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| I've loaded my mp3 with songs, bought 4 batteries, my cellphone and its
charger, found clean underwear to pack, toothbrush and toothpaste, and
also bought a book to write in and sunglasses, as well as a very cool
long sleeved black top with small black lace edgings. It cost 3.990
pesos... a dollar is about 600 pesos... you do the math. So it could be
considered a small extravagance, but it was worth it.
I also indulged in the diet ice-cream that I had been dying to try. It was disgusting. I couldn't finish it. Strangely my sister had no problem.
I'm kind of excited about this thing, but at the same time I'm kind of
wary. Is it possible for a human (teenager) to survive on nothing but
fruits and vegetables for 8 days. I will also be doing soft exercises,
like jogging, push-ups and sit-ups (well, not so soft, I guess) as well
as practicing my dance routines of celtic dancing.
I hope I don't faint 
I've had a terrible past few days dealing with a certain little matter
of the heart. Yes, my crush has a girlfriend. I started to suspect on
wednesday, and knew for sure on thursday. yesterday, friday, I had to
see him. But all went well, and I have gotten over it and accepted it.
And... I'm a model. In a very small ad. In the paper that my family owns. But still. I could be famous someday (ha-ha ).
Today.. or rather tonight, as it is already 10:21 pm is the last day
that I get to eat real, solid food, and then on to veggies and fruits.
I can't say that I'm jumping up and down in excitment, but I do have
hopes that it will work out to my benefit, even if I get major cravings
while I'm at it.
Perhaps by March when I return to the dance academy I will be slimmer
and fitter, and looking a little bit more tanned and toned and
generally in better condition. Keep your fingers crossed, anyway.
2006 was the best of years, but 2007 will be good. I may have to make
drastic changes and take dangerous risks, but it will be a good year...
no matter what.
The best of luck to my fellows in arms. I hope that we all battle the
flab, and not to forget, the low self esteem, and get out of this year
what we put into it.
In my case, it will be some serious dieting, and some even more serious exercise.
kisses
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| I need to take a shower, and clean my house. Wash dishes, make the bed and fold and arrange my closet. I feel like cutting the sleeves off of some of my tops. It's way to hot to wear them, and I'm running out of cute T-shirts. I think I'm going to adopt a little more of the punk look this year. More safety pins, ripped jeans, etc... I like that style. I also like the mix-and-match look. Very unique. Sunday I'm leaving for a week on the beach. And, lucky me, my whole family is on a fruit and veggie diet for that week. Nothing but fruit and vegetables. I hope I lose some puppy fat.  My sister has two music CDs... good on me, I need more mixed music  I like that the internet has a lot of space. You can write forever, say what you want, post and copy images. Not like the word, where you eventually come to a point where you have to start throwing things out. I hate doing that, I'm always scared that I'm going to need one of those things in the future, even if it's obvious that it's a very useless thing. But well, I'll try. My apartment looks like a junk yard. I have the sudden desire to take photos of lots of things... of my cats, my dogs, my buggies and their babies, my sister, my parents... in case everyone leaves tomorrow, I want photos. I want memories, because I can't trust my mind anymore. Summer courses are officially over. And I guess I didn't do too bad. The teacher seemed shocked that I remembered all the steps, kept on saying I had a good memory. So, I may get utterly trampled once the main classes begin, but I had my moment of glory. That will suffice. A week without sugar and doing fine. Haven't fainted, thrown a tantrum or seriously hurt anyone. My sis said that she'd buy me a swimsuit for the holiday, and we say a set of cards and dominoes on special. Also I plan to get sunglasses. I need to remember to pack my runners so I can jog on the beach in the morning. I hope this all works out. It's time that I cleared my head... | | |
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